It’s been a long time since I have been alive. It’s been a long time since I have lived. It’s been a long time since I have cried. It’s been a long time since I have laughed. It’s been a long time since you have hurt me. It’s been a long time since you have had me. It’s been a long time since I have enslaved you…
It starts with a casual laughing…banter. A little haaa, little huuu…mindless slapping and pushing… That hide and seek we play with our looks pretending, ignoring the weird tugging of heart. I swish around playing along with you baby…and you fall for it looking exactly where I want you to look and I with my innocent bulbous eyes try to indulge you in our inane conversation …we both know what’s going on…..unable to contain this anymore you get up…heading in the opposite direction I get the sign… I follow you…I sit up….my want for you shameless in my naked eyes…and I dare not to look at yours focusing my gaze everywhere but your face…..I pretend to look interested everywhere but you. Suddenly focussing my attention on the TV while my each nerve, each fibre craving for your touch…my hungry ,thirsty body screaming to meet her counterpart while my head silently scolding me …..I glance at you sideways at your propped up torso…the rings of smoke make your face hazy…your liquid eyes popping out…and then you catch me. Looking. I AM FINISHED.DEAD.YOU KILL ME.
Did you reach for me or did I? How would I know my senses have numbed by now. I close my eyes. I become blind…blind to our surroundings...ah …I could just die now if I weren’t already dead…I savour you…urging you to rip me apart… I relish your every bite and you devour me …you start mumbling something and I with all the might I could muster close your mouth…with mine…ssshhing you…you fiddle to take a lot of time to undress and reach THERE…..I get impatient and start doing it myself you lift me and swiftly trap me between your thighs …my punishment for being impatient…you go down …you punish me some more by sucking in lower pair of my wet lips…first anxiously, then fervently, then urgently occasionally rolling your tongue in…biting. I screammmmmmmmm in pleasure and in pain…
I feel you. Rising…. Rising like the sun between my legs… A fertile wetland. In this game baby I win….I manage to climb on top my claws in your flesh for now you are my prey…baby where would go ,run away now…..I have caught you, trapped you ,abducted your senses ,your pleasure lies between my legs. You come in...You come to your home…this is where you belong. In me. Period.
We push, we pull, we thrust, we jerk, we tug, we wrench, we bite, we kiss, we hit….
You frisk me angrily,I grope u possessively, you nudge me impatiently, I slap u rakishly, you suck rather rapaciously …and my efforts…my inane efforts to make the last moment last longer. Fail. I bare my body I bare my soul…you are fully clothed. Your body lies naked though…but not your soul, for it is layered…layered with suspicions and then we moan.
…I guess the more I have you, the more will my hunger increase …but this is only a time capsule for us in this universe …suspended in thin air of instability….I realise the spell to be broken as you spill like a volcano all over me…We turn away. Back to making rings of smoke…Again watching the TV fervently…the long serpent of desire snoring…for now…It wud be a long time before he slithers again.